There was a good man named Paul Revere, I feel much better baby when you're near

Sooo. I'll be a hypocrite. Right after my long rant of how much friends suck and how I hate everyone... I went hot tubbing with Jordan and Colton :) we had a whalee of a time :) yeeee I saw em checkin me out ;) take a gander boys because my name is Adri and I'm officially back in the dating game full throttle. And I should probably mention that I'm hella pro at this game ;) bring it.
So we tubbed then I was like 'Jordan get me some food.' and he said something along the lines of 'I won't get it for you, you've gotta come too.' There was probably some bitch in the kitchen joke in there too ;) just knowing him there would be ;) so then we went to get changed and I was like fuuu I don't have any panties. And just joking he was like, you can have some of my boxers. Yeah. I'm wearing his boxers right now. He told me to keep em ;) already plannin on it ;)
so we went to five guys :) it was hella good :) and they gave us free fries :)) and then Eric calls me. Not even thinking, I answer the phone. (I'm such a dumbass at ignoring people) And he's just like I'm sorry, you don't have to be worried about your stuff or anything getting vandalized. I'm sure. My mom is still going to call the cops because we've had too much shit done to us and you've broken too many promises to me. I don't trust you anymore. I made that mistake too many times. I used to want to be friends, but I just want you out of my life now. Peacefully. I hate that it has to end with so much hatred, but if that's how it's going to be, I can't stop it. I always own up to the damage I do. The bread I throw the eggs I toss. I own up. And if you knew me at all, the way you claimed to have, then you would know that I wouldn't do that to you. Because I loved you. I did. And that doesn't just end, not for me anyways. I don't want you anymore, but I still love you. And if you knew me at all, even just a little, you know I wouldn't do that to you. Especially when I'm 18 and especially when I would obviously be a prime suspect and when I've already been in a shit load of trouble. Yeah, I can be a little vapid sometimes, but I'm not a complete dumbass. I'm not dumb enough to do that, and I honestly don't care about you enough to go through all the trouble. So go ahead and believe that I did it, but you believing that just proves to me that you knew nothing about me. And that I just completely wasted a year of my life.

I wish Zak wasn't working tomorrow :| I just need a good old Zakary hug. He's an amazing friend. One of the best. 'if he does anything let me know' thanks sweetheart. You're a great guy. Thanks for always having my back through all the years. For wiping my tears, letting me lean on you, for the advice on what to wear after a breakup, and for always making me smile. I'm so glad that I met you at that region dance all those thousands of years ago. I'm grateful that you took me to my first and last formal dances and that you were the guy that first kissed me. It was all perfect. I wouldn't change a second of it. I love you, Zak.