Be proud to be out of your mind and out of control!

Today was <333

In cosmetology I did my final shave, but I did shit because I was so stressed! I know I at least didn't fail though. So that's bueno :) I don't even know how, but we started talking about nakedness in the tanning beds... Kercee: I always think about what was on the person before me... Me: I never think about that, I just think about Megan and Jessica being naked in the same bed as me... IT CAME OUT ALL WRONG! I meant like when I go in bed two or three I always think about how they were there first! Idk... It made sense when I said it :) I'm so excited to go see megan and Kercee dance :) I made them posters and I'm taking them flowers :)) It will be awesome :)) I love them so much :) They are THE loves of my life :) we braided eachothers hair all day today :) it was basically a slumber party ;) 

Your ass. My bed. Now.

Ummm....

That's not how you say hell yes...

No, it's how I say your ass MY bed ;) now.

Drakey baby <333 best bf ever :) 

In seminary we talked about how there is no such things as soulmates. I'm dead serious. It was depressing. But it made sense. Because if there was a soul mate, it would take away our agency. So maybe there aren't soul mates, but I know that there is someone out there that is best for me. I guess the whole soul mate concept was always a little bogus to me. There are a lot of guys out there that could make me happy, not just one. Maybe I'll change my mind when THAT guy comes along :)

English was fun :) I don't remember why :) But I do remember that Nik said he was jealous of Justin Bieber :) I don't even know how we come on the subjects that we do :) 'DO YOU JUST HAVE A CRUSH ON EVERYTHING???' Yehhh, basically ;) Mostly eminem though :) I'm hella gonna miss chelsea :/

Tanning :)) very very nice :) 

Taya called :) I miss her so much!!! She just asked me how I was, because last time we talked I was crying at two am. It's gotten better since then. She gives me hope. She has always been the person that made me feel the prettiest. And she was right, I have amazing better things in my future <33 true friends and an amazing boyfriend. As long as I have her, megan, kercee, jess, and jay, I'm set. And with like my seven boyfriends ;) Single=happy :) So many men :) :) :)

Gymmm :) I love getting checked out at the gym :)) When I'm all sweaty and at my nastiest, men still think I'm sexy ;) awhhh yehhh ;) And we saw Kathy there!!! :) :) :) It took us forever to notice eachother! I haven't seen her since last christmas I think! 'I saw you from behind and I was thinking about what a cute girl you were! I had no idea it was you! I miss you, j' :) :) :) and I miss you and torbear!!! :)

Then colton called me and was like 'come party' and I was like mmm I don't wanna :) but then Jordan got on the phone and begged me to come, so I HAD to! I really like Jordan he's a chill guy :) So I went :) first thing when we got to Jordan's I had to peee, and his toilets are so weird! It took me forever to figure out how to flush it! And Taylor from english was there and we decided to be friends :) we're even going to talk in english now! ;) Everyone was like 'Come drink, Adri' but I didn't :) it smells kucka :) not for me :) but I am an excellent bar tender ;) I make THE best drinks ;) Well at least Jordan's brother really liked it ;) And they appreciated the shots I made ;) Prooo. We played pool and me and colton won :) we're pretty good :) All night colton just kept telling me how beautiful I was :) I told jordan they wouldn't remember me in the morning 'How could he forget such a beautiful face??' :) awh :) I told them like seven times that I don't like lemonade... 

I'm so tired of people asking what happened with Eric. It didn't work ok! I'm hella tired of them all saying douche bag and slut so much. It's like I know, goddamn I lived it... At least when me and Terance ended I could say that it really was love.

And there's a million of us just like me who cuss like me; who just don't give a fuck like me who dress like me; walk, talk and act like me and just might be the next best thing but not quite me!