Just a rantin and a ravin

I keep asking what's wrong with me. But honestly it's more about what's wrong with you. I never want to see your fucking face again. You lied to my fucking face and the scary part is that you were way to good at it. I'll just sit back and laugh about all of this. Because finally he won't be there. To compare me to Rachel. To make me feel like god doesn't love me. You'll never say I'm too skinny again. You'll never get the satisfaction of ignoring me again. Because I'm more done with you than I have been with anything else in my life. You bullied me. Other people saw it. People that weren't blinded by "love" it's funny because she never found you attractive when you were with me. LOL. Now I find you hella ugly too. Outside and especially inside. You lied to get rid of me. I wish I would have kissed Nik jones because I bet he's better than you. I would actually think about laundry while we would kiss. That's how good you are. I just wanted to be your friend. Never again. I wish I would have listened to my dad and to ben when they said to dump you. They're right. I'll do better. I'll never have to listen to you call me stupid again. I don't care how many times you say just kidding. It's not funny. You told me that you hope bad things happen to me. Likewise. I can't wait to go to prom without you. At least now I get to wear heels without having everyone make fun of me :)) rot in hell :)) Ta-Ta bitches.