Grown in Earth, nourished by the water, carried by the wind, and burned by the fire.

The productivity of today: roll out of bed at 10:37. Immediately go to tanning salon. Fall asleep for another twenty minutes. Go home. Make myself an amazing breakfast. Nap. Bahaha why am I so sleepy all the time now???
'I'm making a compost pile at the U. Everyday I throw my banana on the ground. Now there's a whole pile of them. Except for today. Because someone bet me that I couldn't throw it on the roof. So I DID!'
Me and my mom were discussing all the items that I've accumulated from boys, and my ungratefulness started to show ;) 'Terance used to make me the most beautiful friendship bracelets and I would always throw them in my backpack and lose them. Then Dixon presented me with a purple string. That I continued to wear everyday until the day it broke. Then one day, Terance made me another beautiful bracelet, but I chose to wear rubberbands that Dixon gave me instead' ;) unnnngratefulll. I still wear Triton's shirt almost constantly :) if he's single any time soon, I'll jump on that so quick ;)
Every night me and Zak fall asleep begging each other to sneak out and come over. It leaves me sleeping peacefully and long. He's so sweet :))
I went to the eyedoctors today and I was like that's it, where's my favorite receptionist lady. So I asked the guy if Stephanie still worked there. He told me no, because she was starting to get really sick again. I had no idea that she had cancer. Because she was the happiest woman that I know. 'Even when she was in pain she would smile, because it helped take her mind off the pain and if she showed her pain, she would be miserable. And she would say what good is it to be miserable?' I wish there was some way that I could go see her or write her a letter, because she always inspired me. She would always remember me and I remember her always being there when I was little. She really cared about people. She always remembered that I wanted to make my own prom dress and she always said that I would have to show her a picture. Now I can't. I'm really going to miss seeing her.
Even my mom makes fun of Terance :) smd :)
Zak tomorrow :) :) :) Terbear friday :( (just kidding lovee)
antm tonight :)
xxxxx