In cosmetology on friday I have my final shave :| I am so nervous!!! Tomorrow during home release I'm going to study study study practice practice practice. Because unlike SOME PEOPLE I care about succeeding and about not failing finals!!! I CARE!!! I hope me and Megan and Jess and Kerc all do amazing :))
Today in seminary, this boy (I think his name is damien, but idk) was making the devotional. And he signed me up for leading. Except that he signed me up as 'Barbie' OH YES :)))
In English Chelsea told us more about the book that she's writing and she let me read the first chapter :) it's going to be so good! I love talking to her about her book because it has so many cool things like symbolism and stuff :) it's going to be so good! That's why I'm pretty sad that mrs. Aalen is coming back on monday :/ I'm going to miss talking to Chelsea about her book :( 'Seeing you tan in like a whole new person!' I know right :) :) :) me and Kercee are like the same color now :)) Nik tipped over my arizona!!! And surprisingly cleaned it up for me :) bahaha it made me hella giggle that he carries around his bottle of medicine for his ulcers as if its a juice box or something ;) Nik and Brady looked at all my dance pictures because I had to illustrate to them that I've grown up a lot and that I'm much better looking than I used to be :) I just love english :))
Me, Zakary, and Chris went to arctic circle today :) and that was fun :) I forgot how amazingly good their fries are :) we had fun :) 'What are you all sexy looking for??' This is how I always dress ;) I love getting that jaw dropping reaction :) We had a heart to heart. I cried. Because I've become a different person. I'm afraid to introduce any of my boys to any of my friends. Because my friends are STUNNING. And I don't think I could handle having that happen again. Megan is the most gorgeous friend I have ever had! Ever! You could literally shave her head and she would still be gorgeous! I don't want to lose another guy to a 'best friend' I know I couldn't deal with that again. And I hate that I have to be so afraid. I never used to be. But they all lied to me. I have texts of lies. Seriously, if only you all knew. You'd all think twice. But I don't want that again!
I can't be afraid. I won't be afraid.
I'm not afraid.
Lol at my accidental eminem quotation ;)
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