No, I don't give an eff-word about you.

Dixon, you do it way better than her, but I just needed to see it again.

OHMYGOD why they jeans so tight??

It feels exactly like summer :) despite this weather, it's summer time :) waking up after ten still wearing a bikini top and having to wonder for a moment who's boxers you're wearing ;) defo summer time :) I went tanning and it was nice :) I like the girl that's been working there recently :) maybe she'll be able to remember how to spell my last name one of these days ;) I just want to be tan now!!!
On my way to tanning, love story came on and I loooost it. I don't know why it overwhelmed me so much, but I cried my eyes out. I miss Dixon... I miss seeing him sign the songs out to me (especially the sign about Juliette having a rockin body;)) I just miss everything about him... so much. So I called him and hearing his voice made me cry even harder. 'Hey, babe I was just about to call you!' (Sniffle) 'What's wrong, Adri?' In my hideous crying voice I told him I miss him. 'I miss you too, Adri. I can't even tell you how much I do. I thought withdrawals from meth were a bitch, but they ain't got shit on withdrawals from you. You're still single right?' When I told him yes, he literally yelled out with happiness. Literally SHOUTED. 'And you still will be when I get home from college right?! Because I've been waiting for my chance since your sophomore year. And I swear to god if you and Terance start going out again before then, I'll break both of your noses. Because he had his chance, so now he has to get back in the end of the line! It's my turn! When I get home, lets go on a date. And I'm not kidding when I say, when I get home. The very second I do it's date time. We can go to a concert or something... YESSSSS.' I think I did a pretty pro job at quoting this :) I love him :) I love all my boys :) they make me feel absolutely gorgeous and important, like I'm the only girl alive, and the only one that's worthwhile to pursue. They make me feel like I'm the most important thing to them, more important than food and water, they make me feel more important than the SUN. They make me happy and they make me smile so big. The only times they make me cry is when they are too far away from me. Dixon, thanks for everything baby. In all complete honesty, you are the most gorgeous guy I know. And you're amazing on the inside. You're MY Dixy poo and I have complete faith in you.
xxxxx