Then why does love end? I never said it did.

'I'll give you a lap dance if you give me twenty bucks and permission to go to a concert tonight ;)' I love you zak :)) so I randomly wake up at midnight find some texty texts, and then my phone rings. So I'm like zak?? Deny!!!! Then he calls again so I'm like 'this must be important!' and it was :) we didn't want him falling asleep behind the wheel on his way home! So we talked :) he's a way cute kid.
I know you told me not to reply, and I won't, but it's all I wanted to do. Thank you for being my best friend. You helped me to get through so much that I never could have without you. Thank you for letting me trust you. I did more than anyone else in the world. All these songs that remind me of you come on the radio constantly now. I still listen to them. Because I miss you. Miss you as my friend. In the end that's all I wanted. And still the thing that hurts the most is that you lied to me that night. Just to get rid of me. And you broke the promise we made clear back in July. I want to say I understand, but the fairy tale part of me can't comprehend it. In English I tried to say how over it I am. But even they could I'm not. It's hard not having you in my life. A million things a day remind me of you. I'm grateful for those little things though. Because I don't ever want to forget you. And I promise I never will. You'll always be remembered as burlap the dinosaur, the boy who taught me to never give up on love. I'll love you forever. Always have, always will. Xxxxxx