Pray for light today, right away. Why do they try to fight today?

Turday <3 (I've gotten a tendency to use that stupid lil wayne accent... you know? hurr, thurr, tuurday)
First off, baseball season blowsssss. I wish it was over... So coltaaan can text me back :) idk what we're doing tonight, but I'm gonna convince him that we need arctic circle icecream ;)
In cosmetology we did our shave test again, but we had to do it in front of the whole class :| it was hella nerve wracking but I got 48 again :))) I was pretty proud of myself :) and the only reason I got docked was because I dropped my clip and had NO idea what to do about it, so I ignored it. SAFETY HAZARD!!! ;) We discussed cravings because I've ben having a boatload of them I swear :)
In seminary we wrote letters to our teachers, and I honestly cried. I wrote mine to brother sullivan and I told him how much he's helped me. I am SO thankful that I had him. I owe a ton to him. Since talking to him last, I've been feeling much better. About life and especially about myself. Then we had a picnic in my class :) Jyllian makes the most amazing dip in the entire world and I'm a little bit addicted to it :| I don't think anyone knows my real name in that class... they all just call me Barbie :) in charles's phone, I'm literally 'seminary barbie' :))) I love them all :)
Luke tres sweet <333
In english we went to this stupid college day thing outside? Idk what it really was :) but they were giving out raffle tickets so I was like 'here Nik, double your chances for winning.' then Ashley gave him hers to triple his chances. That little mothertrucker won :) and it made me hella bahaha :) His friend was wayy hott and I think he should double pierce his ears (I'm OBSESSED!) :) But so then we left and Nik was like 'I have shit stuck in my back teeth, I wish I had dental floss.' Guess who had dental floss? THIS CHICK :)) bahaha I felt pretty good about that ;) And it made me realize all the random shit in my purse.... a lock, an eminem cd, nutella, a book of lists, and socks... I should probably clean that out ;)
So I got home early and I decided to write the notes in my council books for pass the buck tomorrow :) I got Bailey Wyatt and Tia. I knew I would have Bailey. A year ago, when I first got my book, I had a huge feeling that I would give it to Bailey. And while I read it and took notes, I knew she would read them. I don't know how I knew. It took me around an hour to write their notes. I felt inspired as I wrote them, so I hope that I wrote what I needed to.
Then shopping with the mumma :) I got material for the baby blanket (I told my mom this is more important than any other blanket she's ever made, because it's for my baby:))) and for something else special ;) It's almost Kercee's birthday and I am so so so so SOOO excited :)) I'm excited for everything lately :)))
Someone saw a picture of megan today and they were like 'she should be a model!' DUDE, I know! That's my girlfriend! She's hella stunning :) NOW all my friends are :))) (effing random caps lock;))
I've taken a great liking to something. When people say something rude: 'Ok. THAT was ugly.'
Baseball end. End. end end end END. So we can go get icecream and request Nik to make it just so I can tell him that he honestly can't make 'the best' ;) Gonna lawyer his ass ;)
Tonight gonna be great :)

A world so dark. A world so cold. Stay wide awake <333