Alright, random thoughts :))) Luke started texting me again and he's being so cute and good to me :) he is seriously SO amazing. Except for that one stupid detail. You know, the clingy detail.... But other than that he's like mucho perfecto. He's GORGEOUS, he has amazing taste in music (like I could honestly switch iPods with him and be happy for the day), he's a sweetheart, he's romantic, he has goals. He's amazing <33 I want him to stop being cling so I could actually consider dating him! ;) he even plays RUGBY! And that's so so so so hott! And acoustic guitar.... you're killin me, babe. Goddamn.
Then there's Drake <333 I just don't want to ruin my friendship with him :| I adore him though. He looks like justin bieber, we have THE same romantic thoughts, and he always makes me smile. He's super sweet... But yesterday he looked at me and I know I reminded him of Skye. With my hair wavy, I know he thought of her. And I can't do that to myself or to him. I know when he's with me, he thinks about me, but late at night, he thinks about her. Babe, you were so in love with her. I can't compete with that love. Maybe in time we can get together. But for the time being, I love you with all my entire heart, and you're my best friend.
Then there's Terbear <33 he has been the most amazing boyfriend I've ever had in my life <33 gorgeous, stunning really, SO smart, driven, spoils me, loves me, sweetest guy ever, my best friend, I can trust him fully. It just makes sense to everyone else for us to get together so we can get married soon, but I don't want that. DON'T TAKE THAT WRONG, BABY! I'm not saying I don't want to marry you or anything crazy!!! What I mean is that it's ridiculous to spend our whole teenage years together. You understand what I'm saying. I know you do, because you know me. You know exactly what I mean, you know what my words really mean, what my sounds mean, what my eyes are saying, you understand me. I know we love each other, Terance. That's why I never gave that ring back to you. But I know that the time isn't right for us. Don't forget about me, sweetheart, sit tight. I think we all know that in the end it will be you meeting me at the altar. Everyone knows we are 'meant to be.' Or whatever ;)
Dixyyy pooo, my honey bear. He's been begging for his chance with me since I was a little sophomore. I know we would be happy together, but a best friend happy, not a love happy. One date and we'll go from there. But I hope you know, I don't tolerate your whoredoms/intoxicating devices. And don't you dare forget that. Whether you're my boyfriend or my bestfriend, I don't tolerate that. And that's final, Dixon. I care too much about you to have you throw that away.
Then Colton, Kercee helped me to decide that I like him ;) he's good to me. He's really sweet. I like that he's so innocent and that we have fun doing stupid stuff together like going mother's day shopping ;) I like that there's no pressure with him, he just wants to have fun. I like that he isn't looking to necessarily fall in love. I really like that. Honestly, I like that he takes me back to the days where holding hands gives me butterflies. Kercee thinks he's super cute. And I could wear heels with him :)) idk we just need to go on more dates :)
Then there's this kid Zach that goes to Cyprus :) I've sorta watched him at gti all year he's way cute :) Megan's going to talk to him today about his availability ;) I hope he's dateable :))))
Then there's all the 'hot (insert title here) kid' I just wanna hold their hands and kiss them :) :) that's ALL I want :)
Oh yeah, then there's you. You pointless motherfucker. You DON'T fucking text me at two in the morning saying you fucking miss me. Not after you fucking broke my heart. And went for fucking her. You're a fucking idiot and I. Can't. Stand. You. Yehh, cool story saying how you finally realize what a dumbass you are, but now you're stuck with a fucking clingy bird and I'm gone. I'm gone, bitch. You weren't worth shit <333
In a relationship, save it bitch, babysit? you make me sick.
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