And we go down, down, down like shooting stars.

I've gotten a liking to writing things in lists for some strange reason. I've found it to be more efficient and energy saving. Ok, I'll admit it, I'm quite lazy recently. I wake up way too late in the day, I mosey my way on over to Victoria's secret (whether I have work or not. It's an addiction. It's bad) then eventually I meander my way back on home, my head will hit the pillow and I'm gone. That's my summer :) 'WHOA, Adri, you're summer is so cool!!!' Bro, I know, right. I just need to calm down! I'm actually quite satisfied with the way things are turning out. I'm developing life lessons, and isn't that the best thing if you think of it in an adult-grand-scheme-of-life type way. On facebook you see everyone falling in and out of love. Constantly. They're all just looking for love. While they're on their journey of finding someone else, I'm on the journey to finding my self. Well, not even that. Life isn't really about finding yourself, it's about creating yourself, isn't it? Of course love is on my mind (I'm an eighteen year old girl, lets be honest...) but it's not my priority. I recently told someone exactly what my perfect man would be like. The result was me simply meshing three boys together. These three boys will remain anonymous simply because I'm embarrassed of the three I chose. Hint: I can't have any of them because they're taken. Pshhh when has that ever stopped me, right? But I dunno, for some reason I'm just not in the mood the break anyone's heart, or steal anyone's man. Yesterday at work I had a boy come in that looked exactly like my 'boyfriend' but he was holding another girls hand. My heart seriously dropped and I was suddenly way too aware or how loud and fast it was beating. He isn't even my boyfriend!!! I don't know why I had that reaction! I suppose it's simply due to my protective instincts. You know, like how elephants... just kidding I'll stop that analogy dead in it's tracks.
I learn a lot of silly things at work. I had a bride come in yesterday. She's getting married tomorrow. But she's lost a lot of weight in her boobs, so now her dress doesn't fit her up top. This resulted in her rampaging about the store trying to find something tight enough to lift herself up and make her appear big again. Silly woman, it's called emergency alterations. I definitely learned that I don't like stressed out brides. Result- I will never never be a wedding planner.
Call me crazy, but I've been really into poetry recently. I think a lot of it is because I miss Luke reading it to me more than I thought I would. It's a really relaxing sport in a way ;) maybe when he gets back from his senior trip we'll be able to resume out nighttime poetry readings. And I'm sure after two months in France, his french will be even sexier. Maybe in some crazy universe I'll even be inspired enough to write poetry. Poetry is just like a rap battle eh? And how pro would I be if I could do that? ;) ;)
I'm going to get another tanning pass today. I'm too pale for my own good, and I miss how relaxing that was. I need to start relaxing again. So as I sit here, blogging and soaking my feet, I've resolved to fall asleep at night not over-thinking like usual, but talking to god longer. Yeah yeah, I know that sounds silly, but it's nice to be able to tell someone absolutely everything. I'll wake up but still stay in bed a little longer and think about what I really want to accomplish for the day. Work has just stressed me out so much lately, so I'm going to stop taking it so seriously. Life is a joke, so I better start laughing at it more often. I need a spa day. Maybe I'll take a day off work and do just that. Spend the day melting to relaxing music and a european facial. Buy some stunning buckle jeans that make me feel like a million bucks. Then spend the day with some Walt Whitman. After talking about absolutely nothing, I feel much more relaxed. I'm sure it's due to the bubbly goodness that my feet are chillin in. I need an artistic outlet. Where's my camera?! Where's my poem book?!?! Actually, legitly, where is my iPhone? I need to play an instrument! I need to go somewhere, a change of scene. Just for the weekend or something. Alright I've talked about nothing for long enough.
Have an amazing day, my loves. xx