Just a boy and a girl trying to take on the world one kiss at a time.

All in all today has been pretty good :)
Cosmetology was fabulous :) I did good on my written test :) and that's what I was most worried about :) thank god :) and the facial Sarah gave me was to die for :) it felt absolutely fabulous :) she did completely amazing! I hope my husband can learn to grope me as well as she did ;) It was sad cleaning out our kits though. Saying goodbye to orientation. I'm going to miss that. And I really am sad that Sydney isn't coming back for the next semester. She was my second cosmetology friend ever. I grew quite fond of that lady. It was so sad to see Amanda crying. But I understand why she would. If I got a phonecall saying that my cousin had died, I would cry too. I didn't do much for her, but I hope that in a small way my hug was able to help her. I love those girls with all my heart. Later when Kercee texted me and said we would be best friends forever, I seriously almost cried. I love her so much. She means the absolute world to me.
Kira completely made my day. I needed her so much and she even came with hot chocolate in hand. I love her. She's my rescuer and my comforter. I'm grateful that I had her and Robin to talk to. It meant so much to me that they listened to me and even asked me about what was going on in my life. Kira, I adore you with all my heart and then some more. Thank you so much for what you did for me today.
Me and Ashley brought pizza for our english group. It was a fun class period. I love talking to all of them and I'm glad I got to meet them :) we finished the innocence, the sketchy movie that I've been talking about for days :) it was pretty good in a really disturbing way. I hope everything went ok with Nik and the court! It's stupid how easily I care for other people and their feelings :|
After school Brother Sullivan stopped and talked to me about seminary council and how I haven't been in a month and a half. He wants to help me fix things with the council and he truly believes that we can. I'm glad that he stopped me and talked to me. I think he could tell that I needed to feel that someone cares.
I made my post secret. I've had the postcard for almost a year now and I finally made it. It's not much, but I think it's beautiful and it's one of the most honest pure thoughts that I've written down in a long time. I'm going to mail it in soon. I need to take pictures of it though, so I never forget and I can remember to try to change that. I showed it to Eric and I was really shy, but he told me he liked it. I hope Frank likes it too. A lot of the reason that I made it was in gratitude to him for what he did for me last year. I don't know him, but even just briefly meeting him made a huge impact on my life. I love you so much, Frank. You've done so much for me. Thank you for post secret.
Me and Eric had a ton of bonding moments. I'm thankful that he just held me and let me cry and that he wiped my tears away. I'm grateful for the real friendship that he shows me and that he mutters 'asshole' 'wow what a bitch' at all the correct times. It meant a lot to me that he did that.
Me Eric and Tina went to the girls basketball game and it was an amazing night. We went to chef toms after and I just felt really close to both of them. The server we had was an amazing woman and she was just so contagiously happy and infectiously nice. I got to know Tina so much more and I really had a ton of fun with her. I can see me and her becoming really close. She seems good for me. I hope she goes to Ke$ha with me :) After Tina took me home though I had the most beautiful moment with Eric. We were just standing on my porch in the light snow and hugging. Both of us holding a pizza box. It sounds stupid, but it was gorgeous. It was then that I realized how much I love him and how grateful I am that he loves me too and that he's my best friend. More than anything I want to feel the peace and love I felt them all the time. I don't ever want it to go away. I'm so in love with the life that I'm living. I wouldn't change a single thing.
Between Kira, Kercee, and Eric I'm alive and I'm happy. Because of them I believe in love, life, and friendship. Thank you so much guys. You'll never know how much I appreciate it.

Bahaha you're just becoming into the exact person that you complain about all day long.