Tuesday, February 23, 2010

So I'll sing a melody and hope to god she's listening

One song. Repeat. All night. Carry me to the morning.

Kim's birthday :] I don't think any day boosted my self esteem as much as this one. Yes I do realize that my legs look really long when I wear heels.
We will bread your house!
You could crush me, but please don't crush me because baby I'm a dreamer.
"Damn it, Sketchy!" He has the shifty eyes going on. My mask was shot! And before it even became the squirrel! I'm the inspiration for the devil mask :)
You look like orlando bloom with your hair like that. I have to sit behind him in class today! You won't be laughing when your family is on fire. Yeah, well the war is on. Expect your house to be trashed, darling :) Tangerines, watermelons, CHICKEN NUGGETS!
I can't believe they thought they could take our table. Who do they think they are?

Why can't people see themselves for who they are? Why can't I. I just want need everyone around me to be happy. Go ahead and hurt me, but are you happy. I'll stay awake all night listening to what you have to say and even what you don't. I'll listen to your tears fall and tell you how much I love you. Don't worry though, you don't have to listen to me in return. You and me, we both think alike. But I don't know what I can do to make you like me again. And I'm tired of trying to. Maybe if I just don't think about it, it will go away.

sweetie, happy birthday. I wish I could call you, but I know I can't. I thought about you nonstop. I can remember clear back to a year ago no problem. I sang to you in commons. We held hands all day. You whispered thanks in my ear. Because I gave you that card with the puppy on it that said how much I love you. This year is different though. No singing. I can't touch you. No whispering. But I still love you. And I always will. I know this is the one that's hard for you, but I'm still proud and I'll never stop.

I'm trying to be who I am. Stop telling me it's wrong. Because I don't know that yet.






I've collected all these thoughts, and I'm dying just to lose them. And if your words are true or not, I'll die trying to prove them.

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