The girl with stars in her eyes and dreams in her heart.

After my history project I found out something... I'm pretty sure I'm in love with Steve Jobs. For more than just his money!

"Adri, darling, what are you up to?"

I'm doing a stupid effing poster for stupid effing history because my stupid effing partner is effing stupid!

"Wait! I think I need clarification. Is it effing stupid :)"

Stephen, Why won't you call me? I'm sitting here waiting. Why won't you call me?

I'll knit you a sweater :)

And Dixon is our love child from our winnebago days.

Triton is teaching me to speak in poetry because I need new words that make the world sound as beautiful as it is. He's going to help me evolve into something artistic like how I've always wanted to be. I need a thesaurus now. To be able to find the words my mind wants to be able to say. The beautiful kind that not everybody is using. I want to speak romantically and poetically, just in a way that people will remember. Because I don't want to be forgotten. I can't be. I don't want to miss anything. And I want to know what it feels like to be molded by time. Formed into what I'm supposed to be. I want to be touched by something special. I want to know what it feels like to be affected by love. I want to be altered by life. I need to know how it feels to live so that I don't miss anything. My list needs to get finished this time. This time I'm not letting any time run past me. I'll make the mistakes that I've always wanted to. I'm going to secure the sort of experiences that will make my kids view me with more respect. I need to open my eyes. I can't be blind to anything. Maybe I need to doubt things more. Or maybe that's what I'm already doing wrong. I need to have a conversation that makes things seem clearer. The kind of conversation that makes me question things because everything is so obvious. Something deep. I need my best friends here.

Just give me strength. Help me face the wind. Help me laugh as loud as I can. Help me not to care. Hold my hand. Take my heart. Release my insecurities about life. Help me to believe in everything that I already know. Wipe away my tears. Learn to read my emotions. Come find me?

Lets dance.