Would you swear that you'll always be mine?

The open house has been crazyyy! Yesterday I dyed Robin's hair :) and I didn't want to tell her, but she was my first official client :) it went well though :) the mixed berries on her head subdued to a not so vibrant shade :) thank the lord! I would have a hard time telling someone that pinkish hair is totally hott these days. I cut Eric's hair too :) it turned out pretty good for my first official men's haircut :) I was pleased :) then I had a party girl :| the dreaded party girl! There were like eight of them. Giggling screaming, twelve year old girls. It was hell. I had to do an updo. And makeup. And her goddamn nails. By the end of my three hours with her, I was quite pissy and very much dismayed. And the little hoe didn't tip me even one nickel. Her and all of her friends were gushing about how with makeup they looked sixteen. Please! They looked thirteen at the most. Toolbags. Not even a single nickel!!! I should have made her look fugly, but I was feeling a little charitable I guess. I met my sweethearts date too :)) he drove all the way from draper just to see me for a minute :) Eric was so sweet to him too :) He gave him good directions and everything :) I totally expected Eric to be like 'Ok get off on this exit and go to hell!!!' But he didn't :) he was so sweet :) And Brandon was pretty chill :) we didn't talk much but he's hella tall! And him and Eric got along pretty well :) I'm wayy excited for sweethearts :) I sluffed aerobics again yesterday :) and went to cafe rio :) I had an amazing time and I saw a man that dressed exactly like chuck bass! It was so crazy! I was surprised with a pork salad and it was the best :))
Today in English I realized something. Nik adjusts himself. A lot. Like his hand is literally usually at least halfway in his pants. It was just an odd little thing that I had never noticed before. Crazy.
Today Eric came to the open house to see me again :) He was so adorable getting a soda for my mom and everything :) but I felt bad when he left early. Like maybe because I was a douche or something :( or because I was just I don't know.. a douche. But I was busy doing my mom's hair. Foiling. Those stupid foils!!! Fffff! But it looks really cute now :) her color is way adorable :) And Carolyn the receptionist made my day :) telling my mom how she's always remembered my name because I smiled so big at her :) and how she can be having an awful day and I can still make it better for her :) she made me feel really special and I needed to hear that so much :) and then this random worker lady at subway told me that I'm the happiest person she's ever seen :) it made my day so so much :) I'm extremely grateful for that sandwich making lady ;) Tina came over for a minute to borrow a jacket for sweethearts :) her dress is like omg gorgeous! I can't compete with that! I'm going to look so plain compared to her! I'm way nervous that I'll look too plain :| I hope my dress is pretty enough! I'm so worried now! Uggg :|
Oh well :) I need to sleep tonight :) stress free :) if I can just stop worrying about my english project that would be great :) please and thank you.

If you're scared it lets you know that you're taking a chance. And if you aren't taking a chance then what the hell are you doing?
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