Merrily we fall out of line, out of line. I'd fall anywhere with you

I feel sad right now. Maybe it's because summer is going to end and I don't want to go to school and not see some people there. Because when I think about school I think of them. But they're gone now. And I feel like I'm not going to be me without them. Or maybe it's just because I'm thinking about the things I won't be able to do anymore because summer is over. I'm going to miss my morning bathroom dance parties. I'm going to miss staying up late and sleeping until I want. I'm going to miss wearing my bikini all day and never putting on real clothes. I'm going to miss not being able to just not put makeup on. I'm going to miss never having to plan around homework and just being able to go out when I want. I'm going to miss being able to go to the bathroom whenever I want. I miss not stressing about anything.
I already miss summer. Today sucked.