I need you so much closer.

Fall has grown inside my heart :) and has become my new favorite season. But it's more than a season, it's like a feeling. It all feels familiar even though it's completely different. It feels familiar. Like the winter sweater that is always buried in the back of my closet. It's been gone for so long and I have a hard time remembering it, but when it comes down to it.. it's the same. It feels like an old book that I've read a million times. And the ending still takes me by surprise, making my heart leap. Autumn reminds me of a new beginning. Shedding your old leaves and preparing yourself to bring on the new. Forget your problems, go through a little stormy cold weather, and blossom into the spring. It's a never ending cycle, but it's the exact same thing as life. Sometimes you just need to hug a warm puppy to make your insides feel well again. There's nothing wrong with just curling up in a blanket, looking out the window, and thinking romantic thoughts. I want to hear something romantic right now. See a beautiful picture. Fall makes me feel inspired, feel wiser, and feel comfier. Homecoming is coming and that always takes me back. Back to my first date when everything gave me butterflies and everything in highschool was a new experience. Now it's going to be my last experience. And normally that would make me feel sad, but I feel comfortable with the idea. Fall takes me back to a peaceful frame of mine. Fall is peace. Fall is the cliche. It makes me think of all the things they do in the movies that never happens in real life. Maybe that's why I like it so much. It's like an un-lived, lived thing.

My heart feels stronger.