Stay golden.

Yes, I am aware that I haven't blogged in a very long time. So I'll make it up to all of you right now :)
So I guess I should start with Christmas. This year I felt absolutely no magic. And I don't know why. Because I did last year, and I didn't have any surprises then either. But it's ok. I still had a good time seeing all of my family. I love my new extensions, but I still question if they are too long. I dunno :) I can't wait to curl them for sweethearts. I hope I look pretty. Maybe I'll wear them to Jimmy's too. And if we have a pajama stomp I'll wear them then too. And I'll wear the new slutty pajama's Katie gave me :) I love her so much! Anyways, back to christmas. My gramma gave me a new Barbie, and her dress is gorgeous. I wish I could wear gowns like that more often. I hope my job allows me to wear gowns :) I think it would be fun to be some sort of a Barbie designer. And I was thinking about it on Christmas, and I think I need to look into it more. I can see myself being happy with that job. Bahaha so when my family went to my other grandmas I felt pretty amazing. Because aunt mary was super supportive of everything I said. And when stacy glares at my outfits for being so revealing, I get a little kick out of it. And I wore my best friend toms because I miss Mitchell. It was a pretty good day.
I went shopping on sunday and got some new jeans from bohme boutique :) :) it would be fun to work there, but I think I would get a little too bitchy for my own good. And I got the cutest purse :) Kercee will be proud ;) Teri brought me another cheeseball and it made me one happy woman :) I live for that thing. LIVE FOR IT! I spent the evening coloring in my princess coloring book :)
Yesterday I went and saw Katie :) we gave each other christmas gifts and went shopping :) It was so nice seeing her :) I miss her so much. A huge part of me wishes she never would have moved. We would probably be so different though. So I guess I'm thankful that she left.
Then I went and met someone that I've been meaning to meet for a long time. And he's wayyyy shorter than I expected. But I know I'm not exactly what he bargained for either. It was fun though. I thought it was funny that he was so amazed by the gateway. It's really not that big of a deal...
'You need to hang out with aunt mary more so you learn how to be a real bitch' -My mumzy :)
Tomorrow is ear piercing day :) :) :) I'm so so so excited!!! And I think I might burn a heart into my hand tonight! I'm so nervous though. I can't think though, I gotta just do it. And I really wanna put some dark brown in my bangs just to see. I can't wait to go back to school :) I have a plan and I need to put it into action before I chicken out.
Oh dear lord I need to start making my prom dress :| today hopefully....
Happy birthday, mumma :) you don't look a day over 43 ;) but if you dressed like mary it would be a whole other story... ;) I love you :) :) :)
I don't know what to do about that date tomorrow. If I stood him up on a group date I would look like wayy too much of a douche. So tonight I'll see what everyone says about it.

Maybe life isn't about having a plan. Or even a backup plan. Maybe it's about seeing where life takes you and learning to enjoy the ride.