Just our hands clasped so tight, waiting for the hint of a spark.

Me and Mitchell got our best friend Toms yesterday :) and I love them so much :) I love that people out on the street will be like 'wow they must be close. Their shoes match!' I love that I'm already getting compliments on them and I love that nobody is really sure that it's a forest. They say my name on the back and bahaha on the side :) I can't imagine anything better than that :) My favorite was halfway through when I realized that the other shoe would say 'hell'
To the worker, holding our feet apart: 'Do these match????!!!!'
'... those ones are white...'

'Ok ok put your foot down!'
Bahahaha
Worker: 'well, those don't match' :) you're too honest :)

For the first time, when the Daniel's cheese ball came, I didn't immediately dig in. Because I was sick. And I was crying. And I just wanted to disappear. I just felt awful. I woke up in the morning and felt better though. A little. Not a ton. But a little.

If I don't find true love, I'll stay alone forever. Lonely and alone. But at least I won't settle for love that's a lie.