I can charm the pants off anyone else. but you.

Today was pretty good :) I tried to teach miriam how to curl hair... but that girl is fairly hopeless. While I was sitting there in that barbering chair wondering if my hair would be completely trashed for the rest of the day I realized something. If I was a paying customer, there would be no way in hell that I would let Miriam touch my hair. Not with her lack of confidence and experience... and especially not with her awful style and overall appearance. She should probably work on that if she wants to make it. I hate to say, but to go far in this industry.. being beautiful sells. That's how you gain a clients trust right off the bat. So Miriam, come on.. who are you kidding. Let me give you those bangs I was telling you about...
Me and Kercee took pictures together today. Yes, we are on that level as of now. And I love that we even matched a little :) so cute :)
Mitchell was dumped for no good reason. After that little of a time you just know it was about commitment issues or what his friends thought. That's just childish. Mitchell will do wayy better because that is what he deserves. He'll find someone that completes him in due time.
Kira in childcare makes my life :) she evens the group out, because she is the rational one. Me and Mitchell are the loud overdramatic ones. Tina is the random one with food. And Lisa and Ashley are the relatable ones. We just kind of work :) But I find myself really relating to Kira lately. Not even relating, but finding advice in the stories she tells. I don't even know if she means to do that or not, but it happens. I know that her and Mitch will work out in the end though. Even through the 'long distance' January. I know it will work out when She's in new york and he's in L.A. I find faith in the relationship that they have. I see hope for the rest of us. That there is someone out there that is our best friend that we happen to fall in love with. That there is just someone out there for us.
Tina told me a secret about Abby :) and I lovee knowing it. I'm dying to share it with the world, but I know I can't do that. Lets just say there is a lot about her that the Eyer's don't know..
Tina is adorable :) I like that she comes to me for boy advice :) and that she stills see relationships and guys the way that seventh graders kind of do. But Tina is amazing, and I know that as soon as she lets her guard down and stops looking, there's gonna be a great guy there for her. There's a lot about Tina that reminds me of something. Kind of like myself, but not even that. I just feel like there is something about her that I need to discover. I don't even know if that makes sense, but I know I need her in my life and that I need to be in hers. It's almost like there's potential.
Me and my mumma went to the library together today :) because I wanted to go, but I just didn't want to be alone today. I love the library. I think it's always been my safe place. I used to go when I was little to just go to different places. I went there when I was sad and found Kaylee there to help through it all. I go there when I'm lonely or bored. And I always find something there for me. The library brings me what I need. How romantic would it be if I met my husband there :)
Then I re-curled my hair for tomorrow :) I hope sleeping on it doesn't make it too ruffled up. Maybe a little sexed up.. but not too ruffled! ;)
Today was a nice day :) And now I'll fall asleep with my curled hair wearing my sweatpants and Eric's shirt. Oh yes. I love my life :)
p.s. eric, you really are a good friend to me.

you're not ugly, society is.