You and me need something more, it's time to spread our wings and go.

Last night I cried. A lot. Saying goodbye just means there's going to be another hello.

I talked to Jourdan last night and finally told her the truth. I'm a bitch. She doesn't deserve how many tears she's cried, she doesn't deserve the hurt she's felt. She doesn't deserve what I did to her :( The hardest part is how nice she is. And how alike we really are :| Nik told me we were alike, but forreal, we really have so much in common that it hurts :( One day I hope she finds the most amazing guy in the world that treats her right and respects her and loves her. Honestly, I would be single forever so she could have a fairy tale. Just because I owe her that and because for no reason at all, I care about her. I'm so stupid.