Lets just talk all through the night, there's no need to rush.

So me and Andy have started texting :) and he makes me smile a lot :) it's just so unexpected. I haven't seen him since I was like seven! So it's super weird seeing him and finding attractive and having him find me attractive. I'm sure it's especially weird for him because I'm just 'Ben's little sister' but it's a good weird. It's like I can be comfortable around him immediately because I know him, even though I really don't. It's like he's familiar but new all at once, and I really like that feeling. I like how it's so exciting. We stayed up talking until two-ish in the morning, and it was so unexpected all the butterflies that he gave me. It's almost embarrassing to admit! This boy that tortured me when I was little and terrified me with night creatures is suddenly giving me BUTTERFLIES? Wth?! I guess we'll just have to see what happens with that :)
I was talking to Nik for a little while last night and I always hate when him and Jourdan break up because it makes him so sad :( and I know that in his own way he did love her, to the very best of his ability. It's so sad! He doesn't think that they'll get back together this time either :( Talking to him, I realized how much I really missed him. Not missed his face, not missed being able to touch him, but missed HIM. Just talking to him about everything and having him make fun of me for it. I missed that :) and it's weird that I'd forgotten. 'Tell me you missed my beautiful face!' 'You know me better than that!' After quite some nagging, I got him to say it, in his own way... 'you're pretty, dummy' Close enough ;)
I didn't go to school today because this whole urinary tract infection thing is hell. I have to go to the doctors to have them really see what's up. I'm not gonna lie, it's scary. And it hurts. At least I have Ash Kardash to talk to. I like that I can be close to her and have her be like a second sister to me. I love her <3
Cafe rio and a cuddly puppy <3