Sunday, September 11, 2011

Take a chance and don't ever look back.


Nate keeps telling me I did the right thing. But it doesn't always feel like that. He says it will get easier. But I don't know if it will. He says I'll do better. But I don't know if I will. He says to trust him. So I do. And until he proves it to me, I'll just have faith.
Me and Sarah tovar have a new years resolution (crazy I know) by the end of 2011 we will capture hott Rosetta stone boys attention, get his number, and get a date. It's gonna happen for real.
Sarah jungen quit. Anya quit. Pretty much everyone is gone at this point. I'm not sad about Anya though because she was a total bitch. Either way though, the trend is to quit.
Andys homecoming tomorrow :) hopefully singles ward with Sarah from Cosmo. Then it's essay crunch time.
Tonight was homecoming at taylorsville apparently and I couldn't help but reminisce. Back to my sophomore year when I got millions of butterflies from zak asking me. When he put his arm around me and guessed my toe nail polish color. Back to my junior year when I went with Mitchell and I had the best time ever. How our pictures came out perfect and we never ever stopped dancing. Back to my senior year when I looked like ke$ha and Eric looked too proper for me. When I got a watch instead of roses. It's crazy to think about. Exactly a year ago tomorrow, I'll have had that watch on my wrist for the first time. I remember wearing it everywhere and being so proud. God, times change so much. I loved who I was back then and the memories were perfect. But given the choice, I wouldn't go back. I'd just stay right where I am being who I am.
Night lovelies.

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