Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams

You wanna hear something absolutely heartbreaking? Almost every person that worked at victorias while I was hired is gone. Karen, Afton, Veronica, Ashley, Jax, Ingrie, Alison, Ish, Shantay, Megan, Hannah, and Ande. They're all gone. Every single one of them. I can't stop thinking about it. Especially Ande. She was just promoted to a manager job. She was getting benefits. But now she's gone. I hate that Sarah Jungen and Sarah Tovar are pretty much the only two that were there when I got hired. And Tiff. Thank god Tiff isn't gone yet. But then as soon as she's done with school, she's off to be a nurse. Then who is there? Nothing but new girls that look at me and think I'm so experienced. Listen to me and wonder 'Who the hell is Ash Kardash? And why is it so funny that you and Tiff would sing?' I don't like thinking about how in just a couple of weeks, nobody will know who I'm talking about.
Last night I had Sarah Seastrand come in to get measured and find a proper bra, because earlier that day she told me she was between a B and a C. NO. So I measured her and I was right :) And she's never had a Victoria's secret bra before, so I bought her this one because I know that they're expensive. It made me so mad though because I was like 'Hey jess, I'm buying this for my friend as a gift, can I get rung up really fast.' 'You aren't going to be reimbursed are you? Because that's shrink.' She seriously accused me of stealing. in front of everyone. I swear to god she accuses me of this SO much. AND I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING.  I think I've bought myself one or two new bras since working there. Other than that, they are all presents for either my mom or my friends. Why is that such a crazy idea?! I just like spoiling people.
Sarah Straley bought me a cookie :) and it was delicious :) I should do go-backs more often ;)
I know you're just afraid of falling for me. And the fact that you're afraid of it proves one thing, that you already are falling. I'm not trying to steal you, I would never want to cause that much pain on anyone, but there's a feeling that I have about you. And it's that I shouldn't give up.
Bahaha Calyn texted me yesterday, and that kid is a freaking hoot. A hoot and a half even. I swear, him and Drake could be brothers. That's why I like talking to him so much, he reminds me of a younger Drake. I say younger because Drake really was different before all this happened. I'm not saying it's bad, I'm just saying that now there's a younger Drake and a more mature Drake. I love mature Drake. But sometimes [very rarely ;)] you've gotta miss that younger obnoxious kid.
School today :) then day off :) thank god, because I can't go to a work that's as empty as it felt yesterday.
'Rapture and high leg briefs are just a joke. I bet the CEO has considered getting rid of them but then he's like 'no, that shits funny'' :)