I just don't know who I am without you

Why am I doing this?

I can't do this.

I'm so stupid. I'm so stupid. I'm so stupid.

I don't think I'll make it.

I'm so stupid. I'm so stupid. I'm so stupid.

This isn't what I signed up for.

I should not have put myself in this situation.

I can not do this.

I'm freaking my freak and nobody is even here.

'Baby please don't go to california..'

Sweetheart, you're making this so much harder for me.

What if he gets phone privileges when I don't have service? What if I'm the one who never answers the phone this time?

Dixon, please don't hate me. I love you with all my heart. I want to stay for you.

What if everything has changed when I get back?

I'm so stupid. I'm so stupid. I'm so stupid.

I just want to stay here and tell my secret :(

Please pray for me.

I'm so stupid. I'm so stupid. I'm so stupid.