Hey baby, thank you for helping this morning so much. Thank you for hugging me on my bathroom floor while I cried my heart out. Thank you for telling me it's all ok, when everything felt like it wasn't. Thank you for offering to shave your hair for me, just to make me feel less ugly. Thank you for being exactly what I needed you to be. I love you so much and I couldn't be without you.
Today was rough. You know those days when you wake up and everything feels wrong? When every hair is out of place and your face has exploded in zits? When your car won't start and you're already running late? Today was that day. Thank god for the friends that make things better.
Had a weave today, which I did alright. But still the concept of it made it awful :| Robin's partner came in today and they were SO freaking cute!!!!!!! They just had so much love for each other and they just had that thing. That thing that where they'll grow old together and still love each other. They had that thing that the old people feeding the birds have!!!! I want that so bad. Maybe it will come along sometime soon. Or maybe I have that thing but don't know I have that thing!!!! I JUST WANT THAT THINGGG!!!!!!
It really bothers me how some people throw around the word 'love' like it means nothing. Love isn't just there, lust is. Love is built and formed and takes hard work. You ask if it's bad that you're in love. But you aren't. You're in love with the idea of being in love. That bothers me.
I'm just too grumpy. Hopefully soon I'll stop being so shitty at everything in life.
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