I wish I could be infinite for one day.

I know I haven't rightfully blogged in a long time, so I'll try my best to sum it all up in just this one post :)
Thursday was pretty crazy :) In English I learned alot about Nik that just made me like.. not lose respect for him, but definitely lose attraction for him. He's still a wayy chill kid though and I look forward to dying his hair :) that'll be good practice for sure. Halloweena palooza was pretty fun :) I met alot of new people just because there wasn't anyone that cool to dance with. I had a tonnnn of fun, but my heart wasn't quite all the way into it just because of all the stress. Kira was there and looked absolutely AMAZING! Paola was pretty chill and I think I want to get to know her more because she seems kind of lonely. Overall, I love Mitchell :) mcdonalds was amazing :) because we got free chicken nuggets ;) suck it :) Barbie and Ken. In real life.
Friday was hectic :) In seminary council I actually vocalized that we need to become closer and become better friends. And I really hope we do :) I warned them though, every time I see them, they're getting a hug. We will become a hugging council. My hands ideas are actually going to happen and the theme of this semester is going to be so amazing :) I hope that I can start not hating council as much. But me and Kayla and Heather were talking, and we have the same concerns about the cliques that are forming in our council. So I hope that somehow they go away. Then I went shopping for a little bit and that was a nice relief. Made me feel 10000000 times better about life :) Then jammin came home. And I was grumpy. Because everything was just completely focused on him, and I didn't want people over, but people came over and it was just like woof. But I let him sleep in my room and I took the couch, because I knew it would be more convenient for everybody.
Yesterday!!! Yes, it requires three exclamation points. There really was no reason for it to be so good, but it was. Mostly it was spent taking care of ben, and he's getting better by the second. Even today is much better than yesterday :) Megan needs to die though, because his name is NOT Benji!!! It's Jammin! End of story! Ben and Becca are pretty cute, but when I first saw her I just wanted to neigh :) I love my aunt Mary. I know she doesn't believe me, but she is my favorite aunt. And I'm really grateful for what she's doing for me. Mike and Drake make my life worth living :) they are amazing :) :) :) thanks for making my night, you two :) that little ginger ;) I slept on the couch again, but it's worth it making things a little easier for mi mumma :)
'I miss sending you random pictures of the number 69.' I miss you doing that too, Terbear.
That's pretty much it, the rest I'm too lazy to write about. I finished Letters to god today. And that was pretty good :) I enjoyed it. Basically though, I've been chillin here watching gossip girl all weekend. SO worth it :)
xxxxxx

'Next time you forget that you're Blair Waldorf, remember that I'm Chuck Bass. And I love you.'

Does he sing to all your music while you dance to purple rain?

Mitchell doesn't have dreams of going to state, he IS going to state. I don't care what anybody says, I know he will. Broken eardrum or not, he is going to state. Blue gold meet, he dropped alot of time. He will continue doing so. Because he is swimming for something more than himself. And he is never going to forget that.
'Have fun at school tomorrow and look pretty at your dance.' I love my brother :) I love him for remembering.

'Love is when someone else's happiness is essential to your own happiness.'

Bad times of jammin.

This is pretty much our life.
'Did you rip your jeans???' 'They cut them off! I was so pissed!'
'Was your phone in your back pocket?' 'No! I was so lucky!' 'SO lucky!'
'Don't worry my key was ok too!'
'WAIT! What happened to your longboard??'
Ben: 'I'm just thankful I didn't hit my head!'
Me: 'Oh wow I didn't even think about your head. I thought of your pants, phone, and longboard, but not your head... wow.'
'The weights just bother me!'
Femur: a bone that striving engineers, who drive mercedes, break while on a moving object where a woman (old or young) screw them over and they are too busy thinking about their hair to notice. It is said to be worse than labor. Also known as: a bone in the leg.
Taya is the best sister ever. She rushed over to the hospital with hot cheetos and slurpies in hand. She also remembered gossip girl.
This was an eye opening experience for all of us.

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes.

'Adri, you need to hurry. Ben's been in an accident.' I'll never forget that moment. The sudden surprise and the immediate reaction all at the same time. It felt unreal, but suddenly my heart was in my throat. And I'll never forget Mitchell's reaction. Immediately holding my hand and running through the halls with me. That is a true best friend. Holding my heels and my hand while I cry my eyes out with worry. I'm never going to forget the immediate peace that Mitchell's hand brought to me.

This is the realization of everything hitting me. For two weeks I've been yelling at Ben telling him I hate him and I wish he would die. Then at the possible second that it could have happened I knew how much I love him and how I never want him to go away from me. Right after I heard I knew Taya had to know too. She's our sister after all. And her reaction was everything I knew it would be. I know Mitchell would have acted the same for me. I know that's what true friendship is.

I'm grateful for Eric. Running over just to keep me from thinking too much. I'm grateful that he was able to be my distraction from all my problems. I'm grateful for him and I wish his family was too. I don't think that's what friendship is at all.

'I got you to smell my feet!'

'I'm stressing about stress that isn't stressing!'

'If you got fake nails then I'm wearing a top hat!'

In english we discussed ways of dying. Just a little bit morbid.

I know this is a blessing and I don't regret today in any way.

Thank you: Mitchell, Eric, Taya, Kira, Tina, Ashley, Lisa, old journals, Terance, Drake, Mike, Dixon, Mumma, Poppy, Nik, Jordan, Sarah, Aseneth, Rachel, Brian, Brother Sullivan and everyone that has remotely even made me smile. Thank you for all the inspiration.

Adri to Mike: 'I wish Drake would blog!'
Drake four seconds after text was sent: 'Be quiet, whore!'

I love my men :)
But most of all I love third party :)

I think of you in colors that don't exist.

This. Weekend.
Friday night was the best. Beauty treatments with Eric. He's my little doll that I can practice on. Manicure. Success. Plucking his eyebrows and showing him how mine don't match :) washing his face for him :)

I love when my friends can just sit and talk to my mom with me. And I loved that he loved doing that.

Yesterday. Was a collage of putting stickers on a page for hours and hours. Doing Katie's homecoming hair (that turned out quite nicely with the blonde) and going shopping with Eric. This weekend was a peaceful one. 

They think that they can throw eggs? We'll throw more. And we'll throw harder. We're Adri and Mitchell and you can't mess with us.