Thursday, April 15, 2010

Through it all I've made my mistakes, I'll stumble and fall, but I mean these words

Brother Steele is a man of inspiration and power. He makes me believe and find strength. But the problem is that a while after that feeling leaves me. It lasted longer than usual today though. I'm going to make the change though. I'm going to spend more time reading my scriptures because now I have a lot more time.
I'm there for myself. Who needs anyone else.
I'm still unsure about young womens. What you said is true, but it doesn't make it easier. I just don't like it maybe.
Breakdown. Times about five. No big deal.
I just want to be alone.
I wish somebody, anybody would have noticed. But only Brother Steele did.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go. These words are my heart and soul.
It all flooded on me and I couldn't handle it. It was all exactly the same as before except worse this time because I was just starting to believe again. But I don't think I will again for a long time.
Just let me wipe my own tears. So I know how to when you leave me. Because you will. I promise you will.
Third time isn't the charm.

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