Listen to the things that'll make you mine.

WELL. So last night I'm just reading before I go to bed, no big deal, just normal. But this book was CRAZY. It's about a little girl who gets taken by the french police because she's jewish, but because their french and not nazis, she thinks she'll be back in a couple hours so to 'protect' her brother she locks him in a cupboard! Needless to say, she doesn't come back in a couple hours and she goes to a concentration camp instead. But they separate the parents so there are only children in the camp, so this poor girl loses her parents and her brother in locked in a cupboard back in paris! So then she escapes and a nice old couple takes care of her and she tells them about her brother so they go back to paris to let him out. Being the naive person I am, I thought that maybe the brother would be saved by a neighbor or something. HE WASN'T. She goes back to her old house and opens the cupboard and there he is, ROTTEN and DEAD in the cupboard! I was disgusted and disturbed, so I kept reading because I thought that it would have a happy ending. IT DIDN'T! Sarah (the girl that killed her brother pretty much) gets super depressed, her parents are for sure dead, and she eventually leaves the old couple and goes to America. Then she gets married, has a kid, AND KILLS HERSELF. And she didn't even tell her husband or son anything about her past (aka, her brother dying in a CUPBOARD and her being in a concentration camp!) I was so disturbed by this book! I don't even know why (pah, only a heartless person wouldn't be. pahhh) but I was! Then I couldn't sleep because I was scared of little boys and cupboards and the dark and my back hurt!!! TERRIBLE night! Then today I'm like ah, I want to help people, I'm going to donate blood! NOPE. Adri's piercings are too new. Adri doesn't weigh enough. Adri isn't allowed to do good things! Pah. Then I lazily took a nap :)
Ben got the job. I can't decide whether to be happy or not. My mom has been tearing up since she heard. Why in idaho??? It's so far. And then he won't be baby bird anymore :( and tank will be lonely. and I'LL be lonely :( I'm gonna miss jammin. MY LIFE WILL BE OVER. Especially if he takes the boat with him.... ;)
Nate's mission farewell is next month! Is it childish that I'm already trying to decide what to wear?? (yes, I'm sure it is)
I suppose I should do something productive tomorrow, but I'm sure I won't.
My dad just discussed getting himself a blog. good lord.