Summertime pictorials.

Summer Jam <3

NEW BOYZ :))

I'm in love with this feeling

Today was such a busy day :))
We went to Nathan's birthday party because I love that kid very mucho :) He's so freaking adorable :) he had a bouncy town thing. No big deal, me and jammin planked it. ;)
Then SUMMER JAM! It was so much fun :) New boyzzzz :)))) We had such good spots too, I could see absolutely everything. The girls behind me couldn't and they were bitching but I was like idgaf I came here for ME to see new boys not for you to see them. When legacy took off his shirt, there wasn't anything that could get between me and that eight pack. My lord, he's so effing hott. 'Call me legacy, bitch' I'll call you anything you want me to, baby. There was a pretty legit rap battle :) My favorite white guy won :) he was so funny :) rap battles are my favee. Yeah, I'm super tired now. Pictures later.
Benson's favorite book is 'man's search for meaning' so I went and checked it out. It's pretty good so far. He's adorable :)
goodnight, loves xxxxxx

My relationship defined:

When we fight:
(said quite threateningly) 'Do you want a girlfriend at the end of the day??!?!'
'Do you want me to buy you shit?!?!!'
Damnit. He always wins.

Life isn't about finding yourself. It's about creating yourself.

'Adri, I have a pants problem' Truth is, he was stuck at buckle trying to decide whether to buy the jeans or not. I voted yes. I also voted yes on the jersey and matching hat. My boyfriend is seriously so hott. I saw the end result with the outfit all put together and it was just like dayum, I've got one attractive boy all to myself ;) I am one insanely lucky lady <3
(Whilst playing video games) Dixon, darling: 'MOTHER FUU' (looks at me, mid profanity) *silence*
There was a child playing with a stick wand outside and he pointed it at a spider and shouted 'AVADA KEDAVRA' The spider then crumpled and died. I stared at him. He stared at me. Neither of us said anything. Then he started to point that stick at me. I ran for my life.
I'm so grateful for Anya. Yesterday, I dragged myself over to work. (I say the word dragged because I was suffering from a terrible migraine) And as soon as she heard that I felt pretty under the weather, she sent me on my way to get better. I love my work <3
I'm really excited to give Benson a tour of Salt lake one of these days :) Adorable kid :)
'We have edible whipped cream at work!!!' .... :|
Well, I suppose I'll be on my merry way to the tanning salon now xxxxx

Too beautiful to die, too wild to live.

I've been working so much lately that it's a joke!
Yesterday was way fun though :) There was a super super cute indie boy that came in and I went and immediately told Karen about him! 'Don't look at him!' Then I make eye contact with him, and we both look away really fast. Then somehow my launch bra is on my head. I'm smooth. And there was THE SEXIEST business man that came in. Like seriously OHEMGEEEE! I love men in suits. SO hott. Talking to Ande about boy troubles is great :)
Today was a really long day. One to close. That's nine and a half hours incase you aren't good at math. I was trippin BALLS near the end of this one. And what was super irritating was that I was supposed to work until nine, but Shantay called in 'sick' so I had to cover it. I KNOW SHE WASN'T SICK! She texted me yesterday and asked me to cover it and I said no! She just wanted to go to the twilight concert! WELL I DID TOO! I actually really like Edward Sharpe and the magnetic zeros :( And I missed them. My feet hella hurt. If I had a dime for every gay guy I encounter during my day.. There was THE hottest one today. He was so tall, tan, and muscular. Even had an Australian accent. I was drooling... SO FETCHING GORGEOUS. I enjoy Hannah's company very much. Beautiful girl, that one. We went home today sporting bright red lips :)
Goodnight, I'm much much too tired.
It must be the ganja? Ha, it's definitely the ganja.

'Cool story, bro, now go play in the sandbox' ...I'ma be such a good mother.

When it rains, guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain. But I can't pretend there ain't.

You know what they worst part of growing up is? Watching everyone else grow up. Watching all of your friends get married. Saying goodbye when they leave for college. Going to missionary farewells. It's hard that we're all in different places now. A year ago, we were all in the same place. We were seniors. We were warriors. And we had senioritis. Now they're going to different schools, different countries, going through different stages of life. I was talking to Tiffany at work the other day and she was telling me about her life. She's 21. She has a son. She's been married and divorced. She is only 21. She doesn't recommend trying it. But I'm getting all these wedding invitations in the mail and all I can do is hope that it works for them. That's by far the hardest part of not being in high school. And no, I'm not saying I miss it. I'm just saying that I'll miss all of our lives being connected and being the same in at least that way.
I saw friends with benefits last night. I cried. Not about them being in love and screwing it up and getting back together. I cried because he took his pants of to eat lunch with his dad. And that touched my heart.
We got lost on our way to the fireworks so we didn't see any. But honestly I don't mind, because fireworks hold my attention for about five minutes, then I'm over it. You know how people always call valentines day single awareness day. Bro, fireworks are like the same thing. Single awareness activity, if you will.
Drake, Zak, you guys are the most amazing friends in the world. Thank you for being there <3
It's interesting talking to Benson again :) We decided that I'm going to write him on his mission and send him little packages FULL OF HATE ;) He's a fun kid. "The very first time I saw you I thought 'I want to get her number' then I saw you today and I thought 'I know that girl, dang she's cute. I need to get her number'"
I'm on my way to forgiving Skye for being such a douche to Drake. She genuinely seemed sorry. And good lord, that girl has the face of an angel, you can't even help but forgive her. It sucks! It's like how Drake can pull out his puppy eyes and you can't even be mad at him for a single second longer. How extremely rotten of them. Together, they made the most manipulating-puppy-dog-face-couple. ever. I'm proud of Drake for being her friend again, but not falling in love with her again.
McDonalds for breakfast and tanning <3

It just hit me that what if I would notta made it through? I think about the things I would never got to say to you.