On Manuela's facebook, she has her job title as 'Catagory Manager' Lets at least get the SPELLING of your job title down, sweetheart. THE INCOMPETENCY.

Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams

You wanna hear something absolutely heartbreaking? Almost every person that worked at victorias while I was hired is gone. Karen, Afton, Veronica, Ashley, Jax, Ingrie, Alison, Ish, Shantay, Megan, Hannah, and Ande. They're all gone. Every single one of them. I can't stop thinking about it. Especially Ande. She was just promoted to a manager job. She was getting benefits. But now she's gone. I hate that Sarah Jungen and Sarah Tovar are pretty much the only two that were there when I got hired. And Tiff. Thank god Tiff isn't gone yet. But then as soon as she's done with school, she's off to be a nurse. Then who is there? Nothing but new girls that look at me and think I'm so experienced. Listen to me and wonder 'Who the hell is Ash Kardash? And why is it so funny that you and Tiff would sing?' I don't like thinking about how in just a couple of weeks, nobody will know who I'm talking about.
Last night I had Sarah Seastrand come in to get measured and find a proper bra, because earlier that day she told me she was between a B and a C. NO. So I measured her and I was right :) And she's never had a Victoria's secret bra before, so I bought her this one because I know that they're expensive. It made me so mad though because I was like 'Hey jess, I'm buying this for my friend as a gift, can I get rung up really fast.' 'You aren't going to be reimbursed are you? Because that's shrink.' She seriously accused me of stealing. in front of everyone. I swear to god she accuses me of this SO much. AND I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING.  I think I've bought myself one or two new bras since working there. Other than that, they are all presents for either my mom or my friends. Why is that such a crazy idea?! I just like spoiling people.
Sarah Straley bought me a cookie :) and it was delicious :) I should do go-backs more often ;)
I know you're just afraid of falling for me. And the fact that you're afraid of it proves one thing, that you already are falling. I'm not trying to steal you, I would never want to cause that much pain on anyone, but there's a feeling that I have about you. And it's that I shouldn't give up.
Bahaha Calyn texted me yesterday, and that kid is a freaking hoot. A hoot and a half even. I swear, him and Drake could be brothers. That's why I like talking to him so much, he reminds me of a younger Drake. I say younger because Drake really was different before all this happened. I'm not saying it's bad, I'm just saying that now there's a younger Drake and a more mature Drake. I love mature Drake. But sometimes [very rarely ;)] you've gotta miss that younger obnoxious kid.
School today :) then day off :) thank god, because I can't go to a work that's as empty as it felt yesterday.
'Rapture and high leg briefs are just a joke. I bet the CEO has considered getting rid of them but then he's like 'no, that shits funny'' :)

When the stars are shining I'll be outside, counting them all, with you by my side.

School is so crazy :) I love it :) I had two clients today :) one was a thirtyish year old nurse that was clearly a stud when he was younger and the other was a little black boy that reminded me of satan.
The nurse was named Brad and he was super fun :) just a typical taper haircut but we tried to convince him to get a shave in the end I think we got him to get a pedicure ;)
The little black boy was (there's no way to properly say this) an asshole. From the very beginning. While I was putting his neckstrip on he started to growl at me. Then as me and maria started to cut his hair, he would randomly twitch. He would randomly laugh. He started to mumble. And then he started to count to ten. Then the real madness started. He told us he knew voodoo. That someone was going to die tonight and he knew who it was. He told us if we messed up his hair his mom would kill us. Then he told us he would scratch out our eyes if we messed up. Then he said he was going to kill us. Of course, when his teacher was around, he was completely silent, then when she walked away he would start again. I wanted to beat that kid and his parents because they let him act like that.
Just talking about boob shapes in class ;) my stripper name will officially be PLATINUM :) It's a good one I think.
Work now xxx

Forever isn't long at all when I'm with you.

Key points:
I'M AN AUNT!!!!! <3 as of last night, I'm officially an auntie :)
Went to Colton's being home party and I forgot how much I missed him, Jordan, and Desi :)
Closing was a bitch tonight at work :/
New friends at work :)
Little rascals yesterday <3
Jessica: 'Are you Adri's boyfriend'
'no'
'Are you sure? you're giving me the scared boyfriend look'
(later) 'Adri was that your boyfriend?'
'No'
'He should be, you kids are in love' I love My manager <3

I'm the kind of girl that likes to rock the beat, knocks you off your feet.

I'll stop being such a crappy blogger. Eventually. I feel like I have so much to catch up on and it's so overwhelming!!!
We'll start with my mad deal skills. It's the panty raid, meaning 7 for $25. I had a twenty dollar of coupon. That made my panties 78 and 79 CENTS each :) :) :) pro stat. 'Tight end' ;)
The night that I went out with Adrian was a bad night :| I had this huge unexplainable breakdown at around two in the morning. Resulting me in calling Terance. And resulting in him getting his dad. I can't explain it. When I was a little kid, I was terrified of a story about 'night creatures' even though I had no idea what they were. And for some reason that night all those feelings came back in this huge overwhelming way. I physically hurt thinking about it and I didn't think I was going to be ok. It was very strange but with the help of Mr. Trover I made it alright :/
Yesterday I went out with the boyfriend. And we were just driving along then he pulls off to the side of the road so I'm like 'wtf?!' and he's like 'I gotta take a wiz' Then he picks a sunflower for me instead :)) I don't think Adrian is gonna like me anymore after he saw me yesterday... oh well :)
Closing last night was great. Touching too many panties is scientifically proven to make you insane. 'Well, I just know it goes somewhere' simultaniously me and Tiff bust out in 'SOMWHEREEE OVERRR THE RAAAAINBOW!!!' 'Sing me something romantic' 'When the moon hits your eyesss...' ;) It was basically a karaoke night ;) 'it the eyeee of the tigerrr!' 'Tiff, what was that song we were singing?! the one about the beat?!' Emily: 'oh I know, I know... I get knocked down!!' ;)
This was a significantly confusing post <3

One down, a billion others to try ;)

Reasons why I'll never go out with Adrian again:
He was extremely cocky
He didn't even dress nice
I'm not attracted to him even though he's attractive
He just talks about himself
He has ADD and won't focus for even two seconds
Our conversations had no flow
I was thinking of Nate the whole time :|
he gets jealous easy
And the number one reason why: he tried to tell me I've never been in love. That is completely ignorant and untrue. At this point in the date I was over it. Free movie though ayyy. Apollo 18 was pretty legit. 
Yesterday I got tipped $5. The haircut is only $2. Am I awesome or what ;)

Love's too tough, I won't give up, no not on us.

I had two clients yesterday :)) I did my first ever taper and the teacher didn't even have to fix it :) She fixed Timmy's a little bit, but his hair was SO thick :| I don't even care :) tipstipstips :) :) :)
IT'S ALMOST HALLOWEEN! I NEED TO START MAKING MY WINGSSSS!
I can't stop listening to the 80's. Madonna just makes me smile.
Still loving college, still loving life <3