We're pretty and sick. We're young and we're bored.

Today and been so amazing :)  I dyed Jammin's hair and I really like it :) We had such a good time in cosmetology and apparently me and him are exactly the same :) whatever that means ;) Even though there is a possible lice infection, I loved every second. And we named her lice-y so it's chill ;)
The rest of school was dull ;)
Then I got my feet burned again :| fml.
And I went to cafe rio with ben becca and the mumma :) good times.
Snackity snack on that ;)
This post suckssss :)

Hot english kid texted me ;)

Give me shivers all over.

Yesterday there was a crazy santa man in cosmetology right? Like wayy crazy, with his own personal radio and everything. He even had this huge old hat. And for some reason, I can't get him off my mind :|
Cosmetology was amazing today though :) Kercee told us about 'the most exciting thing in her life' which was meeting new zealand boys in walmart :) crazy girl :) that started the boy conversations at out 'soup party' I just love all those girls so much :) they make meh happy :)
'Ms. Rockwell loses everything...' I turn around. There she is. This always happens to me.
Hot english kid flirted with me :) yehh. That's right. This could still happen ;) bahaha whatev
I've began to play little kid games. Including circle. I hit Eric. "IT CAN"T BE ABOVE THE WAIST!!!"
I love Eric :) I talk to him about wayy too many frivolous things. And it's crazy to try to straighten his hair ;) I'll get the hang of it :) I'm so glad I know him. 'You turned on my seat warmer! You love me!' :) 'I was worried you wouldn't make it home!' 'Adri you love me :) :)' Yeah, I honestly do Eric. You make me smile a whole bunch. And I love your long hair. I'm glad when we look in the mirror together you think we look good now. I've always thought we have. Thank you for coming to visit me again today.
Me and the mumma went to walmart :) there were kids everywhere :) they were so cute :) :) :) I can't wait to have kids :) Skye and Triton :)
I'm so sketchy :)
Eric about dog nail clippers 'These are broken. They won't open.'
'That's because the lock is on..'
my dad: 'That's weird, I thought all mexicans knew how to pick locks'
Racist father :)

'I've always wanted to learn how to do that.
What?
Look that good in a hoodie.'

My dear friends,

I love you all so much. SO much.
Lisa, Don't dwell on what happened to your house. I know it's hard not to think about it, but you're so much better than that. Everyone I talk to says how much they love you and how cute you are. I love you and I think that you're amazing. You always make me smile! And we've all got your back. We're going to make her feel like shit for messing with you. She won't even know what's hit her. I adore you, Lisa. And nothing is true what they wrote. You definitely are not a bitch, a whore, or anything else they said. You're gorgeous, amazing, smart, loved, and one of the nicest girls. Don't forget how many people have your back and love you.
Kira. I love you so much. I consider you one of my best friends. You know so much about me that no one else knows, and I trust you with everything. I know your heart hurts, and I know I can't make that stop. But I want you to know that I'm here for you and that I love you. Love will come back to you, find it's way right back into your life. And I know somehow this will benefit you and make you stronger. I know you can get through this because you're one of the strongest people that I know. You're amazing and absolutely stunning. I know you're dreams are going to come true. Just keep hoping. I wish I could give you amazing advice the way that you do for me. I love you.
Eric, ohh Eric. I know that there is a lot of crap going on in your life, and I know it's hard. But everything is going to be ok. I'm going to be your best friend through everything. Absolutely everything. I'm sorry I didn't stay up all night with you, but I would have if you would have wanted me to. I want to be there for you whenever you need me to be. Remember how I was singing Justin Beiber in the car? It applies here. :) little did you know, right ;) Just shout whenever, and I'll be there. It's true. You're such an amazing guy. You have so much going for you and you need to just believe. You need to trust in life a little. It will all be ok in the end. And I love you no matter what, unconditionally. Even if something crazy happened. You can always turn to me. I adore you.
Katie :) I know I'm not good at giving advice to you :/ and I'm sorry :( I know you don't think anything is going to get better and I know all I basically say back is 'give it time' but really, it will get better. I don't know when, I don't know how, but I know it will. And in the meantime I'll be here for you. Because you've been my best friend for as long as I remember. You were my friend through my hippy days, my awkward puberty phase, and even through my high school years. Your car accident taught me so much, and the number one thing I learned is how much I don't want to lose you. I love you. I'll stand by you through every choice you make.
Mitchell. You know my love for you. And I hope you know that this friendship isn't gonna go anywhere. It's going to stay this way forever. You're so much stronger than everyone gives you credit for. Don't give up :) I love you so much.
Cosmetology girls, I'm so thankful that we've met. And for our soup parties in the break room and for the boy stories that we share. You guys no so much about me and I've grown to love each and every single one of you. Thank you for everything that you do for me. You guys are my strength. Cosmetology defines whether I'll have a great day or not. Thank you for making most of them good. You guys are true friends. xxxxx

i know you'll Make it through this and It's going to be ok. just Keep believing and never give up. i promise that you'll learn something from Everything. just don't lose hope. you are loved.

On the way to school today I saw the most gorgeous thing in the world. And it gave me hope. There was a part in the clouds, the only white part in the sky, and it was shaped exactly like the dove that means peace. I know this year is going to be amazing for me. The Skye sent me a sign.
Empathy. Empathy. Empathy.
I'm starting to believe again.

Every single night we try to get a little high on life.

Today has been amazing :)
Last night was bad though. Because it was just me and Trevor fighting. I know I went a little too far. But then he went even farther and he was a complete douche. Then of course Christelle had to stick her ugly witch nose into the whole mess. Come on.. are we in junior high here? You guys are supposed to be more mature than me... this is obviously not the case. But then Zak called me and I thought it was to bitch me out, but it wasn't. He's actually on my side. He hates Trevor with all his heart. It felt good to have at least one person on my side. It just felt nice to talk to him. It honestly made my entire day go by so much better than I thought it would. I love him so much and he's one of my best friends. I told him I was terrified that he would stop being my friend because of what I said to Trevor. But he told me he would never stop. Thank you, Zak. You're an amazing guy and an even better friend.
I missed my cosmetology girls so much! It was amazing to get back and see them. I tell them everything about my weekend and they just sit and listen and laugh. I adore them. It broke my heart to see sydney cry when she cut her hair and when she said she didn't like it. I really do think it looks good, sydney. You'll end up making the best of it, I know you.
'Julie, is your son hott?' Shows us picture. 'Oh my gosh I know him!'
As we have the phone, me, kercee, and megan take a picture of ourselves ;) bahaha
We're gonna have a slumber party Julie ;)
Kercee: 'It really bugs me when she calls you audrey' You're a true friend if that bugs you and I adore you. You're amazing. I'm going to miss them the most when I graduate.
Guys, I'm wearing the wrong underwear! ...just take it off...
I missed Kira so much!!! All of the childcare group really... They make me happy. And Kira is going to talk to hott english kid about me :| I'm so nervous! But I trust her :) I know she'll be subtle and won't make me look like a toolbag. I hope he likes me :) :) :)
Sarah says that every time she goes shopping she thinks of me. And I love that :) I love her so much. She makes me really happy :)
I got new extensions :) indian temple hair :) :) :) gunna wear it tomorrow.
I found out that Terance defended me even though I told him not to. I love him so much for that. I've never heard him swear until now. I think he really hates Trevor just for me.
I'm so tired and I've just been getting grumpier and grumpier. I'm sorry I'm such a douche :/
Eric, I love you so much. Thank you for listening to me even though I was slightly pissy. Thank you for supporting my evil, childish plan. You're an amazing friend to me. The only good thing Trevor did was take me to the game where I met you. Thank you for rescuing/stealing me from him. We'll be friends forever. I hope you're ok with that ;)
So now I need sleep. I love you all so much. So much. I appreciate everyone that's in my life.
xxxxxxx

I can't think of a good title :/

Today was seriously so much fun. I know I was dragging my feet to go, but it was a pretty good date. We didn't go bowling because the wait time was 40 minutes so we went to leatherbees instead. Then we played kinnect for a while which was also surprisingly fun. But the grand prize of the night was monopoly. Better worded, playing a full game of monopoly. That was one of my goals, check. I'm sorry to say that I lost though, but if I wouldn't have been stupid, then the game would never have ended! I bought a post office for $1,800. He made a profit of 1,700 there... good deal. He then went on to win the game.
Good night :)

Ta ta twenty ten :)

On the final day of the year, I would love to say I did something completely amazing or fulfilled a long dreamt dream. But I didn't. It was just a normal day. I went shopping because it was the last day of the victoria's secret sale (I think..) but I am now a proud owner of a bright pink bombshell. For special uses only ;) I mean like dances of course. And I always swore that leopard print bras were too slutty for my taste, but after two malls and nothing that quite pleased my eye in my size, I succumbed to the desire to just get a new bra, and bought the leopard print. I'm so scandalous! And I am now a 32 C :) that's right, c cup. The size I've always dreamed of being :) I'll consider that the highlight of my entire year, because that was like a dream come true ;)
I was a loser and didn't go to a party on new years eve. That's so cliche. I stayed home and ran for about an hour :) and around mile three I started to think. And I think I'm going to do clip in hair extensions again (groundbreaking thoughts, I know) because my weave is damaging my hair too much. And at this rate, if I keep sewing them in, by the time my hair is the length that I want it to be, then I'll just have to chop it off. So ta ta weave :) hello forty five minutes doing my hair in the morning :| it will be so worth it though :) because by this time next year, my hair will be a tiny bit longer than my 18'' extensions :) Clip ins :) except for maybe sweethearts :) idk I'll figure everything out :)
Me and my mumma watched the time square special. I usually don't. But I wanted to see Ke$ha perform. My mom kept suggesting that she isn't very good live, but I still think she did amazing. I think it's her presence that makes it good. I can't wait to see the hair and makeup at her show :) :) :)
I feel stupid even feeling this way, but like the rest of the world, the beginning of the year always makes me think a little too much. New starts just always feel good. I'm not going to waste my time with resolutions though because we all know they never work. But this year, nothing is going to get me down. The only goal... ok resolution, I have is no more crying at school. That may be fine and dandy for some people. But I'm Adriana Perschon and I don't do that. This year I'm just going to be happy. Because nothing can possibly be worse than 2010. Only five more months until graduation, then I'll be free. This year is going to be the one that changes everything :) I feel pretty good about it at this point :)
It's gonna gotta be good.