Homecoming :)

Ohhaithere Stoner.

Hi I'm Ke$ha and I AM money.

Things I cannot change

Homecoming was amazing :) Even the homecoming game was almost a success. I consider it a success. We freaking almost beat herriman! Suck on that Katie! Right now she would start talking about how she 'has some birds for sale' :) I'm so chill that Rachel copied my every move. She danced the same as me. She just acted the same as me. I'm pretty cool I know. 'Adri, I wish I was you right now!' Thank you :) the only bad part was that I could feel the people looking at me and thinking 'Isn't she on seminary council?!' Yes, I am. Now suck on my immodest dress! I feel great accomplishment in the fact that I ended up looking like Ke$ha. I spent all day putting zebra stripes and money signs on my nails :) I may have been flirty with the waiter at applebees, but it seriously was not me that left the phone number! Matt was my favorite waiter ever though :) I'm the cowboy burger :) Oh I forgot, I was the trashiest one in the group. Of course. All the other girls looked like princesses. And I was ready for a party. I'm way too awesome.
COME SAIL AWAYYYY WITH ME!!!!

When the day seems lost from the stars, you must follow your heart

I feel like I can't do this anymore. It's this huge cycle. He lays his stress on me and I lay it on my friends. And now he won't text me back. I hope I didn't ruin everything. This isn't fair! I just need somebody to talk to about my life. Because all we talk about is his. I'm so stressed about this. About everything now. I just wish none of this would have ever happened. Why aren't you being strong? You always were before. Why are you giving up on everything? Why are you giving up your passions? You're bringing this upon yourself! "I hope you never feel this." I already have, and I made it through. I need you to handle this better. Because When you can't handle it, I can't either. This is too much. I wish I could say 'I can't be bothered with this.' But I have to because he's my best friend. I need a hug right now. I can't believe I haven't been asked to homecoming yet. And that Mitchell probably won't be able to take me. I have no idea what is going to happen. I've never had this before. And it sucks. I've always been asked. And now I haven't and it isn't a priority for him to take me because he got what he wanted. Even though he said he would. I don't know :( I've never felt so sad so many days in a row. I just want to scream and shout and tell him that he needs to be stronger than this. He can't cry every day at lunch. He can't look miserable in front of swim team. And he can't give up.

The world is so full of suffering, but is also full of overcoming it.

I'm on the pursuit of happiness

Just ask him if he's gay! Just ask!
I like the usage of Jeffery in that.
...Go away jeff you're just a creep.
I'm such a good friend :) I ditched America's next top model for swimming with my best friend. And guess what? It was worth it.
I'm grateful for Geoff. Because he offered to threaten someone for me. Because they're pissing me off and are all over my grill. Step down. Now. And Geoff just makes me feel pretty so it's like :)

I'm so excited at the prospect of tomorrow :)
[Thank you Heavenly Father]

Pretty girls, dirty words.

Devin actually brought me soup today :) every guy says they'll bring you soup, but this kid really did :)
'I'm blogging about that!' Cosmetologist instructor: 'Did you just say your blogging about that?!'
I'm very proud of Lundon and her skills :) I obviously have the hardest hair to work with, but in the end, she made mine look the very best :) I adore this girl already :) she's gunna make it in the business :)
I love cali and julie :) 'You guys havin fun playin beautyyy parlor?' :) yes, yes we were :)
Love for Robbin :) 'Don't give up!!' I decided to take that more literally than you meant it. I won't give up, Robbin. You can't either though. I love how much her face lit up when she heard that somebody misses her. I think she just wants to be appreciated. And I'm going to write her something to tell her just how much she has influenced me on my life.
'Braxton! Tell your brother that he gives the best advice in the world!' I still owe so much to Triton. I'm always going to be grateful for him. He's a blessing to me from god and I'm never going to forget him. I'll remember everything that he has done for me. I have to name my son after him.
When I heard eye of the tiger I thought of you. It made me feel so much more intense while aerobisizing. I wish I would have been fully clothed in authentic aerobic clothes :)
In seminary we answered questions from another class :) 'Why do we have to try to be perfect now' Because it will take a whole lifetime to achieve that, sweetie. Each and every day is a day of judgment. All of our actions decide which kingdom we will enter.

It is my mission to expand what beauty means.

My heart is occupied.

Surprisingly some of the most amazing advice came from a drunk guy with a scratchy voice.
'Don't start smoking. You're too pretty to start smoking.'
'Don't get a tattoo. You're too pretty to get a tattoo.'
'Don't fall in love. Don't plan your future around a guy. Live for you. You're the only one that really cares about you. All guys are liars until they're 27. They don't 'love' you. They don't care about you. You're too pretty for that. You're easy on the eyes and you're too pretty for that. Don't trust a guy. They're just lying to you. You're too pretty for that.'
'I have one thing to say to you. Don't f*cking wreck with my son'
Why was your nose in her armpit?!
-I love her.
I can't take money from a drunk guy!
-Get used to it, sweetie.
Whoa! I just found out what hips are for!
'When I see you I get a special feeling and it made me want to talk to you.'
Oh you mean because your girlfriend dumped you and you feel lonely?
Guys are all starting to seem like they say the same things. And I can't even trust any of them because none of them are 27 ;)
Thanks for the advice, Patrick. Yeah, you are lucky to have Nicole. But I also think that you deserve her. And that she's lucky too.
This was a good labor day weekend. I love Matt and Patty. I love my family. I love that every guy is the same.
I love. I love. I love.

yes. as a matter of fact today did suck.
People that steal my jackets need to grow the eff up.
thank heavenly father for sending me the right people at the right time.
"You're a senior now aren't you?! Oh my gosh you're so gorgeous! How are you and Terance? You two inspired me to believe in love!" So then I start crying. About everything. Even my stupid jacket. And she listened to all of it. And gave me a well needed hug. And now I have the strength to go on again. Thanks Kaylee. x