Day nineteen.

Imperfect.

I know, I definitely went a little crazy with this one. And Eric thinks I'm silly, but those broken bricks were stunning to me.

RantRantRant.

Alright, so we're doing this group project in my communications and it's been like a three or four week project and it sucks ass. On the first day we exchanged phone numbers and stuff, no biggie, right? WRONG. This kid in my group decides to make this learning opportunity into a dating opportunity. Which I think is just totally unprofessional. When you're working on something with a group, you don't date them or whatever until it's done. It's just not professional. But so he asks me on a date and I said no. Not only because it's unprofessional and I'm not attracted to him at all, but because I'm in a relationship. That's a legitimate reason to say no, wouldn't you think. Apparently he doesn't think so because he's still super mad that I said no to him. He's a dick to me and we still have to do this project together. It doesn't help that by the time I meet with my group it becomes a nine hour day so I'm grumpy, but it's awful. Last week Brennen (the kid that asked me on the date) agreed that he would write the paper after we brainstormed about it, he literally fought with Timmy because he really wanted to write it. Well, today he brings the paper. It's in bullet points, so I straight up told him that wasn't right and it's not ok. I was blunt, but seriously, this is my grade I have to be. So he gets defensive and says he's not good at this kind of thing. Then why did he even offer to do it? And I said that to him. "Well, nobody else was offering to" Straight up, Timmy wanted to, why take it if you aren't even good at it.  I was pissed especially because of his little bitch attitude. I didn't go on a date with you, get over it. It's not like I said no because 'my grandma died' it was a real excuse so get over yourself. Even if I wasn't dating someone else, I would never date him. He's chubby, uneducated, and he's 22 years old and working at Kohls. That's minimum wage. He doesn't even have his associates degree. My brother is 22, has his bachelors in engineering and in a wayyyy better job than Kohls. By the time I'm 22, I'll be done with hairschool and in a big girl job, either done or almost done with fashion school, and on my way to making a name for myself. Ew. And he wears flip flops. HEHL-LECK.
Then in esthetics today I decided I hate life. I'm the outcast! I've never been the outcast before!!! And it's really hard on me. But we waxed half of my legs, which is a waste to me. But we waxed Tessie's full leg. Which I still do not understand. She wears garments, I wear short shorts. Who should have gotten the full leg wax again? Ugh. I'm just super grumpy and bitter about the way my class turned out. I'm left out all the time. When Jessica got back from Disney world, Tessie got a Mickey Mouse rice crispy treat and I didn't get anything. I felt like a fool. But seriously how hard is it to get one more rice crispy treat so I'm not left out? I don't even like her and I'd still give her one because that's POLITE. But these bitches don't know the meaning of polite. So here I am ranting instead. I hate my lifee.

I have my photos. I'm just too lazy to post them :( maybe soon.

My puppy makes the cutest face ever when Celine Dion hits the high notes. Cutest face ever.

There's not a time, for being younger.

Well, this weekend me and my familia went to Idaho to visit the ol Bemmy boo and take him his furniture and stuff, so my picture is from Idaho :) But about the trip, the drive is long as hell and super boring. Six hours of terribleness and when we get there Ben is sad. Why is Ben sad? Because piece of shit Krystal broke up with him. Over voicemail. VOICEMAIl. And she did it that way deliberately! She knew it would go to voicemail, he's at work literally twelve hours a day! How could she not know!!! Her reasoning: she wants to get married in a year and she doesn't think he'll be spiritually strong enough. And because he won't go on a mission. DUMBEST REASONS EVER. All I can say is I hope she meant this break up and never tries to come back, because I will NEVER accept her again. That was a bitch move to do that over Father's day weekend when he would obviously see his family. Clearly, I'm pissed about it.
Day sixteen: out and about

Idaho pizza is the best ever. It was so good :))

There are so many bikes in Idaho. Everyone and their momma's second cousin has one.

Day seventeen: in your bag

That's the bag my cosmetology kit is in :) you don't even wanna know

Day eighteen: something we don't know about you

There are actually quite a few things in this that people don't know. The first being that I love myself the way I am. I don't know why, but a ton of people aren't aware of that. And you'd be surprised how many people are unaware that my belly button is pierced, and that the dream catcher is my favorite one. Also that I've definitely stopped tanning. I wear hollister jeans, lacy panties, and my brother's shirt. But most of all, I'm comfortable with the way I look now.

Today I waxed my underarms, legs, and bikini. I hateee bikini waxes, not because they hurt I just think it's a waste, but tessie didn't feel comfortable giving me a Brazilian, so I'll just finish it on my own. There isn't much left anyhow. Then me and Eric went to dinner and took some photographs downtown again. Until my allergies decided to be awful and I broke out in hives. Greatest times ever. 

Goodnight lovelies :)

Trying to take the people that you love to what it's meant to be

Quick rundown of recent events :)
Today in class we actually had a lot of fun and did crafty things to learn about chemistry. My favorite part was making mayonnaise to learn about emulsifiers. We also made an atom, molecules, and surfactants :)

The top Styrofoam bubbles are molecules and the bottom q-tips are surfactants :)

More molecules :)

Our super cute atom :)))

Ben's birthday/moving away cake :) it's a baby bird, get it? :)

chirp chirp

Last week when my mom was up in Boise with Ben, I came home from school to this. Proof my daddy loves me :)

Communications nail project :) solved.

Photography and starbucks at the capitol :)

Photo diary.

Let me just start out by saying that I hope you appreciate this because it took way too long and I'm grumpy because it shouldn't have taken this long. kjahsgkjadfhgkjsdfhg.
Day two: empty

Baby Birds empty bed :( gone

Gas tank. Always.

Day three: on your plate

Get it? The GRAPHIC on my plate. heh heh heh

Day four: close up

Alright so I did a few different images for this because my model was a flake so I started something else, but then he came through in the end soooo...

From the anatomy test, which I did AWESOME on btw.

Day five: sign

Day six: hat

Day seven: drink

Day eight: six o clock

Sushi dinner :))

Day nine: your view today

Day ten: best bit of your weekend

So the best bit was a rivalry. Between waxing Eric's back, which was pretty funny And Ben coming home and then wearing some of my mom's pants and cowboy boots :)

Day eleven: door

Day twelve: from a low angle

And just for the record, Eric STOLE mine

Day thirteen: art

Some cool graffiti :)

Day fourteen: time

Day fifteen: yellow

Mustard :)