Watch it over and over again.

Tobear is in a competition and needs to win. He needs the most views.
Please? Thank you :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eRnwZbmm2BA

You are free.

Today the seminary council went to the temple together :) and it was amazing :) after I actually got in because my bishop neverr signs my recommend! It was so nice though :) the spirit was completely there with us and it made me so incredibly happy that I couldn't stop smiling the entire time. I guess I even came out of the water with a smile on my face.. and I guess I sputter too. Cute.. I loved being about to watch everyone do their baptisms because it feels like you're seeing the real them and they were all beautiful. I hope I looked like that.
Oh ya know we just jam out to songs all the time in the car because we couldn't find daybreak lake. Jessie pretty much looks adorable in Spencer's mom's hat. Austin's rap pretty much made me eligible to die a happy woman. Sorry, I just don't like country.
We finally decided on a theme after many prayers together on our knees and many discussions. And I feel really good about it and I have since the beginning. Doubt not. Fear not.
Maryanne's mom just makes the best food ever and it is always quite appreciated :) Talking about the dumbest things like Mrs. Clark's foam and Mr Good flirtations. It was all just bonding and it was nice. And thank you spencer for backing up my car for me because I probably could not have done that by myself :) I love you guys :)
Cosmetology orientation :) excitement for the program? yes. Love of the people? ...
I would love to be friends with the guy and the really pretty scene girl. I'm gonna make it happen :)
They would not stop talkingggg! Good golly! I understand ok? Stop talking about inside jokes, ten years ago, and going over everything over and over again! Get it over with!!
Swim party that I missed all the way. Oh well. 'Do you really work at best buy?!' Is my name really Travis.. "ooh! who's Travis?' Idk, but he's like super hott in my mind.
Baliey is the perfect child. So dramatic :) (throes ball) 'uhh oh!' So so so cute :)
Good night :) good day :) the end

I rule the world, it won't rule me.

We disturb the peace

Me and Mitchell. And a park. Wait no! Xyra's we mean. To eat all the food of course. We didn't take anything from her home though. Especially not by shoving it down Mitchell's pants. You can never ask about the bottom though.
Sing obnoxiously loud? To justin beiber? Sorry, that wasn't us. And the chill lady in the car next to us did not laugh ;) I just need somebody to LOOOOVE!!!
Seeing a cop and freaking my freak :)
Saying too much else is too much information ;)

Life does get better after all

When people are constantly telling you what you are how do you not become that. Every time they tell you it becomes like a subliminal message and it grows stronger and stronger with every time you hear it. It starts to become your mindset, turning into your thought process, and becoming you. Is it possible that you become your label instead of receiving that label because of what you have always been?
But I'm Adri and from now on people don't tell me what I am, I tell them.
And guess what, sure I had to cheat to pass math and even to get my drivers permit, but I'm pretty sure it took some smarts to figure out all those methods of cheating. Yeah I'm going to go to beauty school, but it's not because I wouldn't be able to get into college. I'm doing it because that's what I want to do and I'm going to be damn good at it. So just back down and stop holding other jobs above mine because I will make just as much impact on this world as some scientist or writer. My dreams are just as good as hers, maybe even better because I've actually thought mine all the way out and is almost on it's way to becoming true.

Secret love, my escape, take me far, far away.

Gratitude that is long past due

Dear Mitchell,
You're the reason that I'm still alive. You've saved me so much and you're the only reason why I am the way that I am. You're always the first person I go to if I need a friend, a good laugh, a good cry, or a shoulder to lean on. Through all the years, even with all the drama, you've always been my best friend and you always will be no matter what happens. I can't even picture my life without you and I know that's because it will never happen. Even when we're like seventy, we'll be the people that are still best friends. You've been nothing but amazing to me and I'm so grateful for that. I owe so much of my life, so many of my experiences and memories, to you. Because of you I feel pretty and like I can walk on this earth being myself. I can laugh my real laugh without embarrassment and I can tell you all of my secrets without worrying. I know you'll keep all of them safe. And I'll always do that exact same thing to you. When I have a son, I dearly pray that he is like you because you're an amazing guy. I hope he has the same confidence that you have and the same passion. If he is even half of the guy that you are, then I will feel like a successful mother. I'm so grateful god let me have you in my life and that you've been there since kindergarten. I hope somebody is smart enough to write a book about us one day, because that would sell millions of copies world wide. I love you with all my heart, Mitchell and I know that I always will.
Love, Adri

If I am the answer then you're the question.

Today I had some girl time that was long needed. I got to talk about guys, makeup, and tampons that smell good. We did the cliche 'lets try on prom dresses' thing and we talked about hair of course. I really enjoy having a friend like her. I feel like she's a huge blessing in my life. Everything about her is beautiful. Next time we change together I hope she doesn't feel the need to tell me to turn away because I'm skinnier than her. That doesn't matter to me, we'll be friends no matter what. I already love you so much. Cambry <3
Taya is making some mistakes that I hope get put behind her soon. When you told me you didn't want to get married in the temple, you cried. It makes me think you're lying. You do want to, but you're afraid of losing him. It would be worth it though. Please don't ruin your eternity for this guy. You're worth so much more than that. You don't have to become this to make people accept you. I already did. And you're ruining two friendships here. Don't change his name to ''Bff" he'll always be your hubby. Don't give us up for that. I fasted for you today and you'll always be in my prayers. I know I used to be in yours..
A weekend of learning experiences.

Pray for my sister, for she needs guidance.